By Anne Stevenson
I thought you were my victory
Though you cut me like a knife
When I brought you out of my body
Into your life.
Tiny antagonist, gory,
Blue as a bruise.1. antagonist: 對手,敵手;gory: 血淋淋的;bruise: 青腫,傷痕。The stains
Of your cloud of glory
Bled from my veins.
How can you dare, blind thing,
Blank insect eyes?
You barb2. barb: 刺傷。the air. You sting
With bladed cries.
Snail3. snail: 蝸牛,形容行動遲緩的人。! Scary knot of desires!
Hungry snarl4. snarl: 嗥叫,咆哮。! Small son.
Why do I have to love you?
How have you won?
我想你就是我的勝利品
雖然你像刀一樣割裂我
當我從身體里將你生出
讓你來到生命之中。
小小對手,滿身是血
像創(chuàng)傷般發(fā)藍,血跡,
你的像云彩般的榮耀
它卻來自我的血管。
仍未睜眼的東西,茫然
昆蟲般的眼睛?你怎敢?
你刺穿空氣。你的
哭喊像刀片般刺痛我。
蝸牛!可怕的欲望疙瘩!
饑餓的哭喊!寶貝兒子。
我為什么要愛你?
你是怎么獲得的勝利?